genrally life in general

im thinking why didnt i tell her i liked her sooner, but im also thinking that i wasnt sure a relationship would work and that i didnt know her well enough to do anything about it, we didnt spend enough time together, just the 2 of us. it could have been different but its too late now. i wanted to make sure i really liked her because i have rushed things in the past, and i didnt quite reach that stage soon enough. im not really articulating this very well. i feel like maybe i should have done something about it right after christmas, but its not worth thinking about now.

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