genrally life in general

i am having a great time here. i have got a girl very much living in my head. the semester is almost over, so quickly, i think i may well come back here as a postgraduate. had the soccer formal the other day and i was an idiot with regard to girls, stupid slappers. i just hope it hasnt ruined my chances with this other girl, and seen as one of the girls i kissed is her room mate i feel i may have done some damage like the stereotypical man whos crotch does all the thinking that i dont think i am. anyway, i like this girl a hell of a lot and hope she likes me. played footy the other day with varsity players, they are beasts, shows how the varsity programme here really develops athletes over the 4 years. my attitude to work is changing, enjoyment is key. got a bit stressed, but that didnt last long.