Monday, July 17, 2006
16 days of progress
CV
i finished writing my cv, brilliant, i can now look for year in industry placements or study a year abroad placements. i think studying for a year in the US would be magnificent, i think i should spend some time out of england, it will make me think. i want to go on holiday to prague when my leg is out of plaster, i have to find someone to go with though which may be a problem because most people have organised their summer already. i dont really want to go to the obvious holiday resorts full of english louts- magalouf etc and come home with sun burn, liver damage and a disease.
im going off england, i think it would be better to live in france, a peoples republic. i think our government puts money before morals. and buisness before brains. france seems a bit more opinionated. france doesnt seem to feel the need to get involved with the rest of the worlds problems, then interfere to try and solve them. i dont really agree with the english government so therefore i shouldnt really live here because i am representing the country and the government that comes with it. France have a good national anthem, a better attitude to alcohol and good food.
Table Tennis
i got out of the house three days in a row, that is sensational form for me. on thursday i went to taiwos house and played table tennis and pool and was the undefeated champion of the world. we then went to the lakes to enjoy the sunshine and water. it was a very difficult task for myself, making my way to the lake on narrow mud paths overgrown with plant life, must have been over a mile walk. david attenborough would have loved it. thursday night to the bull in fairford for blackys birthday, it was rammed due to the air tatoo (fairford hosts the annual royal international air tatoo- a few military aircraft flying about, im not sure why it attracts so many people. i think its a waste of money- planes, pilots, designers, pollution) a good day.
Friday-
taiwos again for a barbeque(a bloody good barbeque, gas powered, sharp). then the vortex for blackys party. i thought it was brilliant. it was packed, there were quite a few attractive girls, most of them had boyfriends but i wasnt that fussed, it was the first time i had seen girls in the flesh for 6 weeks so i was more than happy just watching them get more and more drunk then stagger up the 2 steps onto the dancefloor to cavort around. i became very uncomfortable in there, my leg began to go numb, and the one time i moved from my chair to go outside for a bit there was a severe lack of consideration from others for me, on crutches. i put that down to the alcoholic intoxification, i shouldnt expect consideration should i? it was good to see and talk to a lot of people i hadnt seen since easter. i even managed to get a bit of female attention, i was invited back to her friends house and she was flirting big time. it was a welcome bit of female attention, my only female attention for 6 weeks. she wouldnt let me go before she signed my cast (using eye liner which has now rubbed off on my bed sheets) and then invited me back the next day. i decided not to go back because she had a boyfriend and i didnt want to gatecrash the family get to gether.
Saturday
table tennis again. poker at knowlesy's in the evening. my debut and along with it a debut win, i put it all on the last hand (400) and took the winnings, 15 quid, thanks very much see you nex time. an absolutely inspired gamble, i could compete on late night poker on channel5. my bluffing is the stuff dreams are made off, mind games r us.com
Worry
on the journey back i felt some extreme discomfort in the way of vibrations through my leg. this started me off thinking. because football is so important to me i always get a bit anxious when i feel something in my leg. i start to think things like, 'have i done it damage' 'is it healing properly' 'this could effect my ability to play in the future.' for example when i was told to partially weight bare it took me a week to do it constantly even though a doctor had told me to do it. i didnt want to damage my precious leg. i have always been paranoid when it comes to injuries
i finished writing my cv, brilliant, i can now look for year in industry placements or study a year abroad placements. i think studying for a year in the US would be magnificent, i think i should spend some time out of england, it will make me think. i want to go on holiday to prague when my leg is out of plaster, i have to find someone to go with though which may be a problem because most people have organised their summer already. i dont really want to go to the obvious holiday resorts full of english louts- magalouf etc and come home with sun burn, liver damage and a disease.
im going off england, i think it would be better to live in france, a peoples republic. i think our government puts money before morals. and buisness before brains. france seems a bit more opinionated. france doesnt seem to feel the need to get involved with the rest of the worlds problems, then interfere to try and solve them. i dont really agree with the english government so therefore i shouldnt really live here because i am representing the country and the government that comes with it. France have a good national anthem, a better attitude to alcohol and good food.
Table Tennis
i got out of the house three days in a row, that is sensational form for me. on thursday i went to taiwos house and played table tennis and pool and was the undefeated champion of the world. we then went to the lakes to enjoy the sunshine and water. it was a very difficult task for myself, making my way to the lake on narrow mud paths overgrown with plant life, must have been over a mile walk. david attenborough would have loved it. thursday night to the bull in fairford for blackys birthday, it was rammed due to the air tatoo (fairford hosts the annual royal international air tatoo- a few military aircraft flying about, im not sure why it attracts so many people. i think its a waste of money- planes, pilots, designers, pollution) a good day.
Friday-
taiwos again for a barbeque(a bloody good barbeque, gas powered, sharp). then the vortex for blackys party. i thought it was brilliant. it was packed, there were quite a few attractive girls, most of them had boyfriends but i wasnt that fussed, it was the first time i had seen girls in the flesh for 6 weeks so i was more than happy just watching them get more and more drunk then stagger up the 2 steps onto the dancefloor to cavort around. i became very uncomfortable in there, my leg began to go numb, and the one time i moved from my chair to go outside for a bit there was a severe lack of consideration from others for me, on crutches. i put that down to the alcoholic intoxification, i shouldnt expect consideration should i? it was good to see and talk to a lot of people i hadnt seen since easter. i even managed to get a bit of female attention, i was invited back to her friends house and she was flirting big time. it was a welcome bit of female attention, my only female attention for 6 weeks. she wouldnt let me go before she signed my cast (using eye liner which has now rubbed off on my bed sheets) and then invited me back the next day. i decided not to go back because she had a boyfriend and i didnt want to gatecrash the family get to gether.
Saturday
table tennis again. poker at knowlesy's in the evening. my debut and along with it a debut win, i put it all on the last hand (400) and took the winnings, 15 quid, thanks very much see you nex time. an absolutely inspired gamble, i could compete on late night poker on channel5. my bluffing is the stuff dreams are made off, mind games r us.com
Worry
on the journey back i felt some extreme discomfort in the way of vibrations through my leg. this started me off thinking. because football is so important to me i always get a bit anxious when i feel something in my leg. i start to think things like, 'have i done it damage' 'is it healing properly' 'this could effect my ability to play in the future.' for example when i was told to partially weight bare it took me a week to do it constantly even though a doctor had told me to do it. i didnt want to damage my precious leg. i have always been paranoid when it comes to injuries
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